My sleep should be good today, and I can last a long time. Maybe sleeping better is the only thing I can console myself with. I was about 0:10 when I suddenly became very depressed and said something negative. In order to save myself, I read "I am not depressed" a hundred times, barely made it through. This is the first time I've felt this bad. I've never felt this bad before. I really don't know how much longer this will work. Ok, I have to get up. It's 9:39. I hope I can last a little longer.
1条回复
2023-04-07
翻译 我今天的睡眠应该很好,我可以坚持很长时间。也许我唯一能安慰自己的就是睡个好觉。大约在0点10分的时候,我突然变得非常沮丧,说了一些消极的话。为了自救,我把“我不抑郁”念了一百遍,勉强熬过去。这是我第一次这么难受。我以前从没这么难受过。我真的不知道这还能维持多久。好吧,我得起床了。这是9点39。我希望我能再坚持一会儿。